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Me being a turd at 14 |
When I was 14 I entered a city-wide public speaking competition. I was the only entrant from my school and keen on becoming an ac-treese! I felt this was a great opportunity to practice my public speaking and take the stage! As always, I wanted to stand out! Be controversial! Open the judges eyes to something shocking! Statistics! Statistics on teen depression. I dug up all my confidence, writing and researching skills and put together a speech that I thought was a shoe-in for the win. It was relate able, touching, scary... exciting! As my fellow speakers and I gathered to listen and speak my confidence was quickly shattered after 4 or 5 other speeches on teen depression. Apparently I was as original as vanilla ice cream. Finally it was my turn. I grasped my paper, put on the fakest smile I could cook up and repeated statistics to the judges. At the end of the day I did end up going home with the ribbon... the participation ribbon and since then my feelings towards public speaking have never been the same. So, what can I do to get over this public speaking fear? Join a Toast Masters club? Na. Practice in front of the mirror? Pff. Read to my dog? No. Read naked in front of a group of strangers? YES!
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NGR at the Beaumont in Vancouver |
What better way to fill the cliche of 'facing your fears head on' by combining some of the most feared things on earth- being nude in public and speaking in public- together in one special event: Naked Girls Reading. On Thursday, Dec 23rd I will be showing those public speaking judges who's boss by putting on my biggest smile and not much else to read Christmas stories to an audience of people who are paying to see just that. Yes, it's scary but what really convinced me to do it (aside from all the great people involved!) is it's the exact reason I wanted to join the burlesque community in Vancouver. It's fun, a chance to perform and a challenge. A challenge I plan to kick ass at non the less.
So, for the next few days I'll be clearing my throat and reading away. I vow that my performance will vouch for more than a participation ribbon.
Tickets for Naked Girls Reading
- Rufflesilkskin
http://www.rufflesilkskin.com/